This is what I meant

Well, this is what I meant: For the past weeks/months, I felt like i am stressed and did not pay enough attention to you. Sorry.

Please forgive me because I met too much that I did not meet before and felt like I am not capable to handle them.

Remember last night what I told you? I meat I want myself able to listen to you CAREFULLY. This is what I should really do.

Love you ~~